COCKROACH.

So, it's that time of year again.
The time where everyone picks their courses for next year.
And to be honest, I'm kind of sad that I'm not doing it. Not because I'll miss WO, but more because I'm scared of moving out on my own and actually having to support myself.
So instead of picking my courses, I was applying to universities.
And now I'm dreading their response.
Every time someone else I know gets accepted, I feel stupider.
Why have no universities accepted me yet?
One example: I'm assuming everyone knows Jaida Regan.. Well, she got accepted to her university of choice. She got her response three days after applying.
What the hell.
I applied like three weeks ago. NOT A BIG DEAL OR ANYTHING.
Also my cousin got early admittance into her first choice of university...
And this bothers me more then Jaida getting accepted three days after applying.
Why, you might ask?

BECAUSE MY COUSIN IS AN EVIL TWIT WHO BELITTLES MY LIFE.Ever since I can remember, she's mocked me for something. When we were younger, it was because I was smaller then her. As we got older, it was because I was taller then her, wasn't as smart as her and other physical assets that mainly equaled ten years of emotional warfare. And that is why I refer to my lovely cousin, Rochelle, as cockroach. SHE CAN WITHSTAND NUCLEAR BATTLE AND JUST THROW IT BACK IN YOUR FACE.

And now that we're both older and more mature, I decided to give her another chance and talk to her about what I plan on doing with my future.

And then she jacked my future.

She had always planned on being a child and youth social worker, a college program, and I had recently decided that I was going to major in physchology and minor in criminology in university. After I told her my plans, she decided my plan was better then hers and applied to major in physchology and minor in law. And of course, since her dad is the only one that actually cares about what his kid is doing and wants to show it off, he brought up the topic of futures at our family christmas dinner. And of course, he asked Rochelle what she was doing first, then went to my brother, and then me. At this point, I felt embarassed about my choice, since my cousin already said she was doing it. So I quietly mumbled what I planned on doing, then had to endure the humiliating "Oh, you're doing the same thing as Rochelle! How cute! You're like, following her footsteps!"

FIRST OF ALL, she's doing the same thing as ME, it's not cute, it's annoying, and I'M OLDER THEN HER.

And that's my spaz of the day.



Super bad picture, but she's obviously already plotting to destroy me.